I’m feeling uncomfortable more than ever, I need someone to talk to, someone who will be really concerned the way I am now when I tell them my problems. Everyone tries to cheer me up saying that those are not really problems, but sometimes it’s a real hard to get people who are so close to us to understand our point.
Here I am again, playing the same role I always play..put on that fake smile and keep on moving, I want people to put themselves in my shoes for once, or at least just my friends or my parents. I need someone who’s completely aware of what they’re doing and knows exactly why are they living like…a shrink??
We all need sometimes to see a shrink, because we know that we can trust that someone and that they can keep our secrets no matter how stupid and silly they are. I need to talk it all out loud, I need to see the road I’m supposed to be walking on, I need a hand to show me where I should walk, and then I’ll walk it gladly on my own…
I want to explore this world, to understand everything, to analyze people’s personalities… that has caused me so many problems so far….
I’m so broken right now, and so not who I want to be, and I’m just thinking the low of myself and I feel so stupid because of it….
I can explain everything to you with a sentence…” I lost faith in humanity”….
Until next time,