My thoughts are blurry again, I keep telling myself that everything is going to be alright…..
I’ve met new people in the graduation ceremony, people I used to see when I walked down the hallway, but never really talked to eachother until the day we graduated from high-school, and my bestfriends are now strangers or even enemies.
I’ve become friends with a girl named Hannah, she’s a dark moody kind of girl, sometimes she’s really nice and crazy and others she’s rather cold…but that couldn’t change me at all, because I’m both crazy and cold at the same time…
we choose 3 days of each week, and go around the whole town discovering it, I don’t think there’s a place we haven’t visited yet.
I also met Stephen, a tall guy who would look so handsome if he had a new short haircut.
I can’t really understand Stephen, we’ve easily become friends, but he keeps on being a little bit flirty when we talk and that really annoys me.But his attempts at flirting wasn’t for no reason, because last week he told me he likes me. I didn’t know what to make of his words, it’s hard to believe that someone can like another person in such a short time, and I have trust issues too….
ever since he told me about his feelings, our friendship went backwards, when we see eachother our conversation starts with “Hi” and ends at “I’m Fine”, and today I completely avoided him…
I feel so mean my friend, and I know if Stephen and I ever talk again I will feel stupid because the thought “He’s lying to you” will never leave me alone…
I wish I could know whether he’s lying or not, because I think he’s really nice except for the fact that the way he talks and the words he use scares me, and the way he smirks does too….
I can’t forget him….
What should I do? How can I know my dear friend? How can I be happy?
P.S: Thank you for listening ❤
The Unknown Writer.