I hate their crooked smiles and fake nice words, I hate the fact that I have to see them everyday. I feel people in my life sucking my blood with everything they do. I’ve become so vulnerable, so not me, so someone else, and even Ben and Jimmy have changed.
Why do I have to be so stupid? Why do I have to kill myself to please them? Suicide?! It’s the first thing I think about when I wake up everyday, where did she go? Who am I now? I’m getting sick of myself more than anyone else. What if there’s nothing wrong with people? What if it’s just me?
Inside of me, there’s a monster that has managed to eat every bit of Anna. I don’t know whether I should mourn her, try to find another me or kill myself.
I’ve probably gone crazy, or probably it’s just a normal thing that happens to everyone. Maybe it’s the process of turning into a better person, maybe I have to go through who I am now to get to the better Anna.
Today I’m like a broken mirror, the tiny bits of broken glass reflect Anna; you can see them but they can no longer reflect anything, and the big ones reflect the stranger I’m trying to run away from; the reflection is so ugly and…..broken.
Unitl she comes back again,
-The Unknown Stranger.