Today, I’m going to introduce you to Ben, and Jim. The two crazy voices that always have very interesting conversations in my head, oh and yes I came up with the names :p (Seriously Ben and Jim you need to find another place to talk, my head isn’t a chat room.)
Ben always tries to help me, cheer me up and make me feel more confident, while Jim does his best to put me down, and turn me into a self-consicous person. Thanks to the both of them, I’m almost always confused and lost.
Now, I’ll give you a couple of examples:
#1 Coversation: At High School
Ben: Pssst. Hey Anna, I heard you’re not feeling so well today, how about some cheering up?
Jim: Oh Ben, why don’t you shut up?
Ben: Oh look who’s talking, it’s Jim..the smart guy [Sarcasm]
Jim: Anna, see those bunch of girls over there? Oh god, they hate you and they think that you’re an arrogant little girl.
Ben: Don’t listen to him Anna!. He doesn’t know what he’s talking about.
Jim: Oh really ben? I know you’re starting to feel weak Anna, good girl…..how about that now Ben?
(I’m in a complete silence, trying to understand what’s going on in my head)
Ben: ANNA! you’re different and special, and there’s nothing to be insecure about!why can’t you see that? All you have to do is ingore Jim.
Jim: She can’t ignore me, she loves Jimmy, oh and Ann you’re an insecure girl. Everyone knows that.
Ben: Oh Jimmy?! You’re not just a liar, you’re also crazy and immature.
Jim:Let me see your weakness, Ann.
Jim: Haha! I WIN!!
Ben: But Ann?!!
#2 Coversation: At Home
Jim: You’ve done a great job at school, Ann.
Ben: No, she didn’t! I can’t believe you listened to him Ann! I’m sorry but that was stupid. (it really was)
Jim: No, she’s not. The fact that she listens to me, makes her so smart.
Jim: I like Chocolate.
Jim: I was trying to keep the conversation going..
(Oh, Please don’t XD)
Ben: So funny Jim..
Jim: Go hang out with your friends, Anna.
Ben: Do your homeworks first.
Jim: What the hell?! Are you her dad or something?! GO DO SOMETHING FUN.
Ben: Do your homework FIRST.
Jim: Eat Chocolate.
Ben: Do your homeworks.
Jim: Watch T.V
Ben: Do your homeworks.
Jim: How about Facebook, Ann?
Ben: How about studying, Ann?
Jim: No Ann. You don’t wanna be boring like BEN.
Ben: I’m not boring!!
Jim: WAIT!! I’ve got an idea!
Ben: What is it?
Jim: GO BLOG, OR READ THAT BOOK YOU GOT YESTERDAY, ANN.
Ben: OH MY GOD, YES ANN. I AGREE WITH JIMMY.
(Wow, they both agreed on something)
Jim: did you just call me Jimmy? Haha!
Ben: Haha! I win!
Jim: NO! I win!!
Jim: Okay, we both win!
Ben: I guess I’m okay with that, now go to sleep Jimmy.
As you can see Jimmy wins most of the time, which means I always lose even though I try not to listen to him.Writing, blogging, and reading are the only things that both Ben and Jim agree on, other than that Jimmy always knows how to take control of my thoughts.
Have you ever had those kinds of mixed up thoughts and voices in your head?
( Forget the crazy parts, I was just trying to add some humor to the conversations. I hope it worked 😛 )
Until next time,