Today I finally managed to come here and write something. I’ve been busy all week trying to pull myself back together, and make a stronger and a better person out of Anna ( It’s going pretty well so far, but I’m still working on it 😛 ).
When I met Julia again in my new high school, I felt so stupid and desperate as if there’s nothing in the world I can do to make my life better anymore and no matter how much I’ll try to make things better, they’ll always get worse.
And guess what? I realized I was wrong ( Ofcourse you did Anna -.- 😉 ). No, my life didn’t get any better and Julia didn’t disappear from the world either. I’ve only learned to accept things the way they are, ignore what everyone thinks about me, always ALWAYS hold my head up high and maintain strong no matter how bad things are and even if everything in my life is against me. I’m alive, I have million chances to try and make my life better. I mean, I might fail at the first 50 attempts but what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger 😉 and who said life is easy anyway?
Seriously, what’s the poing of living if we’re gonna break down everytime we get an obstacle in our way to the future? If that’s what we’ll do then, we don’t deserve to be alive.Don’t mourn your life, fight for it.
Today, I believe in present, I’m trying to keep my realtionship strong with it, and I’m in love with the future. I know it’s keeping so many good things for me in its pocket, I just have to be a good girl and stay strong while waiting for them ( 😛 ).
If you’re going through hard times right now, don’t forget to smile and don’t go so hard on yourself. Things will get better, they just need you to give them enough time.
If you’re reading this, always remember….we’re all here to be happy…SMILE!. 😛
(I can’t believe it’s been almost a week since the last time I blogged, or even wrote something :O )
STAY STRONG 😉
Until next time,