When I was younger, everyone used to tell me that I should know what I want to be in the future. Back then, I never really knew what I want and I was afraid that I will never figure out what I’m going to be and I will have to live my life randomly.
It’s funny how things change in a blink of an eye, last year I didn’t know what I exactly want to be (despite the fact that I used to daydream about being a famous singer,or probably an actress?). I just lived my life in the craziet randomest way ever, I think most people do that when they’re 16. But the end of this summer, I figured everything out and I knew that I want to be an author. Just thinking about writing or reading makes me smile, makes me feel better and I just dive down into an amazing world that one day will be mine.
Ofcourse, I have to wait until I graduate from high school this year and then go to college.It’s fine, because I know that going through this whole thing is a step forward to who I’m going to be in the future.It’s going to be hard, because I’m an extremely impatient person and I’m not going to be satisfied until I make my dream come true but wait….who said life is easy,anyway? ;).And somehow I believe that my impatience will help me to step forward.
Since I made my decision, I thought I should tell my family about it and the first person I wanted to talk to about my decision was my mom.So I told her everything this morning and honestly she wasn’t as excited as I thought she’d be, but at least she was happy for me to finally know what I want to be for the rest of my life.
I love thinking about the future and how amazing it’s going to be (I hope so!), but just thinking and talking about is not enough.I will do whatever it takes to make this come true, and I will never stop dreaming and believing ;).
Right now, I just want my family and friends to support and believe in me as I go through the process of turning into a real author (But they don’t know yet…except for my mom :P)
And who knows, maybe someday you’ll be reading my book without knowing that it’s me the same crazy impatient girl who can’t stop dreaming about her future 🙂
Until Next Time.